Growing up, I was a pretty average middle American girl. Nothing special or unique. I had a pretty abusive mother and a distant father. So very normal for the States. I went to a few public schools, my parents moved around a little. I had lost my virginity when I was 17 and still talk […]Read more "My Body"
The further along I travel towards completing my English degree, the further I fall down the rabbit hole of perceived intellectualism. I have persevered through a harrowing career in the military and have climbed hand over fist out of a deep hole of financial instability. In other words, I have finally found a modicum of […]Read more "Thought bubbles of Intellectualism"
Needless to say life got in the way again.Read more "A Novel Idea"
I’ve been trying for a little while now to figure out how to continue my 30 day blog challenge effectively and holistically. The next on the list is 5 Guys I’m Attracted To. Which I have to admit is a very fluffy subject that will gain me plenty of readers and allow me to express […]Read more "Fluffy Bunny"
I really enjoy having an anonymous blog. I can talk about anything I want without hurting anyone personally and be able to voice my honest opinion. Sure, on the internet, no one is truly anonymous unless you’re some genius hacker ghost and I’m definitely not one of those. I can talk about my traumatic experiences, […]Read more "My Family"
There’s this growing tide within me. A vast ocean of pain, hatred, anxiety and general self loathing. They say anger is a cover for fear and that is something I feel every day. I’m afraid. Afraid of people and the pain we all have the capacity to inflict on others. Humans have the ability to […]Read more "How Important is Education?"
5. I am a very, very stubborn person. So I hate when people do things that erode my neurotic compulsion. Things like moving my stuff without asking or doing things that I normally do as kind of a routine. Like marking off X’s on a calendar that I’ve obviously liked to have control of. I […]Read more "5 Pet Peeves"