Dealing with whatever this is.

On the topic of my sexuality, if you’ve read my previous posts, you might think that I’m posting this in response to the fact that I’ve gone through some trauma in the past. I’m just “swearing off” guys because I can’t deal with them. I think it’s deeper than that. I could be classified as […]

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Water and Booze

Lately there’s been this hashtag going around the #meto and I’m sure you’ve seen something on it. If you haven’t, you can look it up and research it for yourself. What I want to highlight is that my first reaction was to hop on the bandwagon and post one of my own stories of sexual […]

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Black Sea

Sometimes I wake up really early in the morning when it’s still dark, out of a dead sleep with my heart racing and a cold sweat. I look at the clock and utter panic just paralyzes me for a second. I think, I should be at work. I’m in so much shit right now and […]

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I am in an online history course right now and it has been eye opening but not for the reasons you might think. I know a lot about history, it’s one of my favorite subjects and I enjoy learning about all the complicated events that make up humanity and how we got to the place […]

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